Show me why you’re worth the risk.

It sucks when your good friends don’t wanna hang out with your other friends from a different group.

I understand that people get in relationships, have that honeymoon stage where they are obsessed with each other and all of that other stuff, but there is nothing I hate more than when my best friend puts me second to them. I am no longer first one she wants to tell things to anymore. I am never able to actually talk with her because she is never home, and if she is, her boyfriend is there to. Now I must go on and find someone else to tell my stories with. Maybe I am being kinda of selfish, but it just makes me sad. 

I know you’re leaving soon to study abroad and I am trying my very hardest to not let it affect me. It’s hard and doesn’t feel right to try to not get closer to someone because you don’t want to get too attached and make it harder in the end. I really like you but this is just horrible timing and we both know it. All I can do is hope that when you come back, things will be normal and that we can continue with where we left off.

There is not a single person in this world who I trust right now.

How come the more I’m stressed, the more these horrible memories come back to me? Not only do these memories hurt, but they don’t make studying for finals much easier. Get these horrible times out of my head NOW. I have lots of work to do.

I don’t need anyone else to make me happy. I am perfectly content on my own.